There was a time when the scent of coffee reminded  
me of her lips So tender and tasting  
like Folgers house blend The best part of  
waking up next to her was not the coffee  
she brewed upon leaving our bed  It was the way  
her fingers curled around  
the mug as she held it close to her heart  
as if to warm it Even in the middle of  
the summer And when she kissed me  
under the covers I was reminded of her  
twisting, pulling, contradictory hatred for  
who I was which kept us together even  
when the sex was bad and every word  
was an argument  And when her fingers  
slid into mine her rock solid grip made me  
shudder and squirm I was reminded of the  
way my mother who was warmer than coffee  
slipped her arms around my waist and sheltered me from  
anger and freedom and sadness The same  
sadness that surrounds me now as I  
breathe the scent of coffee   
 

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